I feel glad when I look back, I feel full of joy when I look forward.

Most of the people use to blame their life. For me, I was one of them as well.

When age growing, I started to feel thankful and appreciate for what I having right now. Thanks God, you have planned a good journey for me.

I grown in a poor family where I have learnt to be hardworking. I only put my hope on my own hand. I only request when is needed.

During my school time, I wasn't a top student where two of my sisters is. God sent me an angle to protect me and guide me to the correct way. Lead me to a great future where I have enjoying it right now. She is my second sister. She was there when I was sad. She was there whenever I need help. She is accompanying me all the time. Teaching, educating, consulting me all the time. I love her. Now, she has become the most important woman in my heart.

Slowly and slowly, god sent me another angle because I need to be far from my home to continue my study at University Technology Malaysia (UTM), JOHOR. He is my bf, he take over her role as a protector and guidance for me. He did play his role as a teacher to me when I was in university time. After university time, he become good colleague to me. Protecting me silently. He left from my current company for better fortune.

Until this moment, I have learnt to become idepedent, confidence and strong. I have developed good skills in many way, performing well in each of the erea. I so proud of my success and very thankful for having these two great angle with me.

2 incidents make me love person around me more deeply

First incident.
Just back from Thailand business trip (21-27 Jan 08) and I have extended my trip until Sunday. This is the first time I have my vacation alone at foreign country with some one that I only talk through the phone most of the time. It was a messy and not order trip. Things doesnt goes well as expected. I feel helpless during the trip. She have promise on the schedule but plan changed/cancelled at the last minutes where I have to rearrange my own transportation at the end of the day. I felt so helpless during the trip. But the most precious things I learnt from this trip is, my bf or family will never never leave me alone whenever I need them. They will be around me and think for the solution for me.

Second Incident
I have a friend, he has a girl friend. He break up because he has affair. Recently I get to know to guy, he also have a girl friend. He sounds a good and faithful guy to me. Recently, I found out he also hunting around. I feel so sad. From the incident, only one thing that make me feel better is I very sure me and my bf is not that type of person. We promised we will never do that to each other for this moment nor in the future. I feel very glad for that.

Feeling More Mature, Level Up

Now a days, I'm able to handle most of the things in more patient mode and have a more clear mind set to solve / manage problem on my hand.

I'm not only have a great grow on problem solving skill but management skill too. =>
This is what I learnt in the past one year.

I would like to thanks my boss for always giving me a good chance to have a top view among others and also a prosperity year for me as well. Thanks!