1 feet long comb

This comb is very cute, one feet long, 5cm of length, pink in color. The scene right after i come out from shopping center and stop at the traffic light still clearly floating at my mind. On that time, I am too excited and cant stop myself from taking out the big comb from plastic beg and start combinig my hair. Im so happy and so excited.

I remember there is one lorry driver which also waiting for the traffic light. He turn his head here and there looking for some good view since the traffic light take very long time. For the first time he place his glance on me, without any direct reaction. He turn his head back to in front. After a few second of thinking, he turn his head over to my side again with amazing eyes and keep looking at my comb.

Haahah...

Think positively

Now a days, to me think positively is very important.
I must be strong and patience to find out what is the root cause.

No more feeling tired.

Can dont fight any more? I feel totally sad ;o(

Today planning to go back early around 6pm ++ to panel clinic to obtain a official letter from doctor in order for me to do a follow up with specialist from IJN (National Heart Institution Center). What my sister trying to help is, to reduce one of the possibility of my dizziness's root cause. I appreaciate what she did for me.

Who knows when the time i want to go back, i discover still have one issue not yet solve, which pending since last month and started work on it since last week. But until now still not yet solve. I feel hard on it. I just hope it would solved soon and release at least one task out of more than 8 task on my hand. I'm so pressured and lost. I'm trying hard to finished all the task soon, but it always come some unwanted issue to block me from go on as what i have planned.

At the end I stay more late, just to solve this things out. In the progress of solving, we got a fight.

On the way back, I feel so sad.

Some times, i will think, is that my expectation too high?
But if i able to do, why they cant?
Is the things too hard for others to do? Is too complicated for them?
Or I shouldn't expect any? But we are paying, cant we expect some thing to be deliver?

distance.. distance.. it always bring issue..

Happy? Close department earlier.. Not Happy? Also Close Department earlier.. hahahha

These few days, happy, not happy also "tutup kedai" earlier...

6.30pm ++... cabut...

TODAY OUR DEPARTMENT CLOSE EARLIER.. NO MORE RECEIVE PHONE CALL AND EMAIL...
JAM SUDAH PUKUL 6.30PM.. ITULAH MASA UNTUK BALIK RUMAH... WAHAHHAHAA...

Outdoor Activity Weekend..

Saturday - Bowling Day
Bowling with head hunter company, organized by them. keke...
Just appear on time, play then eat.. hahaa...

Sunday - Badminton Day
Badminton with my colleague, organized by my company every sunday.

Production Application

Last year, i get a project.

The user is like shit, not knowing what he want, not cooperate in telling requirement, short temper, ugly face, stupid, idiot, shit, s**ks, damn, mind keep changing like a stupid and no brain dude. Ask him, do you really sure? Yes, I'm sure. Later change again. Ask him is it this is the correct flow? If you dont know, I get the technician to come. I understand the whole flow. You know what the damn stupid and idiot answer? Of course i know everything and give us the wrong input again.

He joined company for more than 8 years, still maintain as a section head. What is the use? If i was him, i resign already, also not dare to see myself at the mirror beacuse having the feeling of totally a failure product. Fail start from the top until the foot. Nothing is correct. Nothing is worth to be exist in this world. Hell is the most suitable place for him to stay.

While i do this application, i get to know my colleague, we do this project together, we got a really hard time on that. Finally we manage to roll out this application in the early of this year. I'm so happy.

I regret on taking this project. Regret on knowing anythings related to this project.

I wish April will end soon. Task will end soon. Support will end soon. I hate to see this project. Hate to get the email from the shit user. Hate to do this application.

I'm sad. This is the black spot in my career.
I wish i never take this project. I wish I can reverse everythings.

Badminton today at 5pm

Planning to join my company badminton session today at 5pm until 7pm. Hope its not rain. if not dont know how many person will go. haha

Girl likes to play hard to get where boy like to chase. What do you think?

I get this topic from MixFM. It was a very interesting topic. I can’t stop laughing when I heard two DJ fighting each other in the session call "He said she said"

From girl's point of view, yes, this is true. ;op
I do think this is the normal way when a girl wants to see how good you are during the process.
It got to be a nice and romance memory for whom that can successfully make it.

For guys, if you think is worth for you to try out, why not?
Kakaka…

But think another way round, guys like to keep doing when a thing is hard to get.
They will pay more attention and much more appreciate when they able to make it.
I think this is the root cause for girls to like to play hard... hahaha... ;op

Girls and guys, let's share your opinion.

If you were me, what you want the result to be?

Last friday, I take trip to SJMC (Subang Jaya Medical Center) to do a follow up.

I been requested by doctor to perform two test in order to find out what is the root cause for my dizziness. I did EEG at the morning. It take me around 1 hour and 30 minutes and it cost around RM350. At the afternoon, I did MRI, it takes around 30 minutes but cost around RM1300.

At the end, I meet up with doctor at 3pm. The reports shows all is normal. Nothing is running not well. At that point of time, I do not know what i want.

Reports shows some thing --> at least there is a point to let the doctor start figure out. But it would scare me.

Reports shows nothing --> it should make me happier. But why i still sad? because the root cause under discover. ;o(

If there is an angle, pls, release me to the healthier life.